Saturday, December 01, 2007

they say money is the root of all evil.
fuck it la.
its innocent.
but i absolutely abhoR talking about money.
makes me sick.
and its not like my family is in dire straits or any shit.
talk about responsibilities.
alright. im just one big fucking selfish assholic bitch,
just the way they like to say it.
selfish selfish selfish.
selfish.
selfish.
done nothing.
slacked my life away.
not a tiny contribution.
'what have i done for this family?'
tts my mum's all time favourite line.
smsing waYYY to much. according to them.
peace of the mind.
sorry im so not at peace now.
yepp. they slaved for the family.
we just sit on the couch watching tv.
im sorry.
nope. 500 bucks a month is not alot.
plus paying for mine and my bros phone bills.
yepp.
its my responsibility to do so.
i screwed up.
so i need to pay for it.
not forgetting another few thousand bucks for my driving lessons i have to pay back when i officially start working.
i am feeling so PROUD of myself for being able to take up these responsibilities.
wow. im tearing.
seriously. just fuck all of it.


ok im incoherant and a coward for running away.
i know i need to learn.
i need to grow up.
i need to handle my financial shit.
my head hurts.
im such a loser.

by Miss Pek at 18:18 |