Sunday, September 20, 2009

i hate feeling weak and vulnerable.
when being so nice just because one seems to be scares the hell out of me, as i find myself crossing into completely unfamiliar territory; armed with zero directional sense, no compass, and no guiding light.

im turning into some kind of zombie; the brain covered with a thin film over,
with steps running through my head as i struggle to catch up with my work.
im loving practices, but im also really knocked out.
i chose to commit, i will stick to it.
just give me some space to rant out my fears and frustrations during the process.
its ok, you dont have to listen if you dont want to =)

20 more days to oct 10.

by Miss Pek at 18:39 |