Tuesday, July 15, 2008

i wish all the shit im feeling right now can disappear like the bubble shooter game im obsessed with right now.
link 3 bubbles of the same colour and they will disappear. how esay.
though thinking again.. it probably is a highly simplified metaphor of what i have to do.
find the link, get the right colour, and poof. they will all disappear together.
problem is i have absolutely no idea how to..except to hurt pple along the way so they can help me feel a little bit of what i am feeling now.
i am this noble.
and deep inside the answer i probably want will probably never happen..
and all i can do is to wait..for nothing.
so yes.
you can say i should stop being an idiot and do something about it.
but wtf. HOW?
it will take a thousand years to untie the thousand and one knots i have inside me.
or you can say it is the restriction i am giving myself, so i deserve it.
you are probably right.
tskk.
how i wish i can dance it all away.
or maybe i can start running if my foot allows me to.
sorry.
having moments.

by Miss Pek at 22:09 |