Monday, January 01, 2007

so the big '07 is here.
and this, too, will take a while to sink in,
just like everything else major.

oh yea.so prom's over.
i dont quite know how exactly to comment on tt night,
so to sum it up in my perspective--
- the suntec stage was pathetically small
- i still need to work very hard on stage expressions/feelings
- i hardly ate anything throughout the night
- it was photo session 24/7
- i didn't look my best (thought i didnt care) but i still dont regret dancing.
(though i know nobody else cared or notice the stage except probably the VIPs)
after prom:
we walked aloT.
haha.
went to the place we initially planned on avoiding like poison.
it wasnt too bad.
the hotel was good=)

i thought i still couldnt make up my mind on whether i shld continue dancing,
but when i decided i dont think i can go on forever not dancing/completing my majors-
caz i'll most probably regret it in the future (thanks to prom dance),
my ballet teacher will be on maternity leave till feb.
happy for her though.
but im thinking about enroling into a new class,
like.start all over.but then, i duno if i can take it..
what with all the previous considerations.

and im finally sick,
after all that hanging-on-till-the-end.

i realise how i abhor regretting.
thou sometimes i still cant stop myself from doing stuff which i know i will regret later.
so its probably my way of making up for it all.
and so i probably deserve whatever bad happens next.

oh man oh man.

by Miss Pek at 16:58 |