Friday, October 06, 2006

[My Immortal] by Evanescence
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus:]When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along


this song seems ultra meaningful today.

next week will be the last week of sch.
which means we have only 2 weeks left then to get ready for a's.
shitified.
im still trying to find a satisfactory pace of studying.
i duno whats keeping me back.

im supposed to be feeling alot today.
but.my emotional discharge seem to be rather low.
is that a sign of stress?
or is tt a prelude to sth else happening soon?
sth which i need to prepare myself much more for,
so im subconsciously building metal barriers at the walls of my heart.
shucks.i hate having to be kept in suspense.
but then again.
argh.im really at a loss as to what to feel right now.

by Miss Pek at 20:36 |