Friday, August 13, 2004

now i know y.

after shedding truckloads yesterdae..
i finally sorted out mi tinking n y i was like.so devastated.
i studied.enuf.
yesterdae i noe i studied.but i duno if its enuf.
todae i noe.
its enuf.
tt was y i shedded truckloads.
caz i didnt get it even after studyin enuf.
been doin. ritin.memerizing.enuf.
mayb reading not enuf..ha.but its still.ya.
i need to noe wads rong.or i wun accept it.
i wouldnt hav cried..if i din study enuf.
cas i din cry when i got countless f9s for my amths.
i din cry when i saw my psle results.
i din cry when i failed tests.
i dun question a single bit of my effort put in.or do i?
but i noe i din regret.
i mite hav done the same thing even if i retook.
except to learn up tt stupid yan shi word.ha
i tink.its enuf.
haix.

wad they sae is rite.
life is nv smooth sailing.
but still.y now.

feeling better though.=)
would nv hav gotten throu.
without those hu were there for mi when i realli needed them.
realli realli realli appreciated it.
thanks sosososo much..=)
love u guys truckloads..=)

and one more thing.
i din realise i love it so much till i lost it.
ha.yep.so be it things..pple..wadeva.juz gt cherish huh?=)
but tts all for now..ha

by Miss Pek at 20:45 |